Thursday, September 25, 2014

Archiving

Some of you may recall that I used to have a website at ThesaurusArcanum.com with a related blog. The website has long been closed and the blog hasn't been updated since 2009. Since I decided to consolidate all my musings into one place, I also figured I should archive that blog. Everything except for the weekly Tarot readings and any comments have been moved over, and you'll find them under their original posting dates and under the Thesaurus Arcanum label.

Going through those posts to archive them reminded me that there was a time when every day was a walk in my faith. Every Sabbat had a ritual, every Esbat had a spell or a blessing. I lost that feeling somewhere along the line, that dedication. In the years hence, I worked to bring it back, but I'm not all there yet. I'm in a good place, spiritually, right now. I'm giving thanks or sending blessings every morning, I'm remembering my chosen path daily. It's not where I was or where I want to be, but it's a good place.

I'm re-dedicating myself. For twenty years, I've been in charge of my own faith. There have been some years where I felt I embodied that dedication more than others and that's a fine place to be. But I can do more and I need to. For myself.

It was a good time to sit down with that old blog and reflect on where my path has taken me in the five years following.

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