What Does it Feel Like to be Thoroughly Crushed and Defeated?

Probably like I'm feeling now.

I'm a person with simple goals but my shallow pockets can't meet them. I can't even find a shitty place that meets my budget.

I hear under bridges and overpasses are nice places to live. Just think of all the natural A/C and plenty of bugs to eat.

I'm tired of trying, and getting exciting, and seeing everything I've wanted out of my life unattainable.

I've had to abandon too many dreams to bother with it anymore.