Friday, June 01, 2007

Shit Colored Glasses

Have you ever hit a time in your life where you knew without a doubt that you were doing everything perfectly right to a certain end, only to not meet that end? Remember when I was so excited to tell you about the job I applied for in February? Well, there's really no point in keeping it a secret now. It was the CIA, and they didn't want me.

I was really really hoping to be out of this shit job by the end of the Summer. And into something that I am fucking good at, where I make an actual difference in the world. What really sucks big floppy donkey dick about this is that I was starting to like my job, when I thought I only had to put up with all that shit for a few more fucking months. Now that I know I'm stuck here, it's just going to be more hellish. More idiot customers, more damned work, no asses to help out, and more days spent with equally stupid coworkers who think that asking the same questions over and over makes them better at their jobs. It doesn't, assholes! You know the answer to those fucking questions, leave me the hell alone!

This just means that I'm never going to get anywhere if I don't get the hell out of this damned town where the slave drivers can't even pay you enough to live here.


Willow Goldentree said...

Dearest Friend, You are Beauty. You make a difference in my world, and I'm very sorry that you didn't get the job.

Anann said...

I'm so sorry, Fyrecreek. :( You're better than where you are right now, and I know that the right job is out there. You have my unconditional support. I'm rooting for you.